I wish to nothing, just simply things.
Not even so big matter,
Hope you can easily understand my feelings.

I feel insecure.
I already tired to fight with,
The things I did not sure.

Somebody away to understand the feeling,
and somebody come in to cure that feeling.

And I will wait until the ends
When the pendulum will swing back to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
I will save the empty space next to me like it's grave
Where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together

I have been searching for traces of what we were

A ghost of you is all that I have left
It's all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
And nothing left of what we were at all

Here I am pacing around this house again
With pictures of us living on these walls
I see my breath in the cold of the air that I breathe and I'm wondering
I'm wondering if it's you that I feel
If it's you that I feel here haunting me forever

And I'm not looking for
Anything but us
Anything but what we were
And I'm not asking for
Painted memories
I only want to know you're here

Currently I am 21 years old and will turn to 22 soon.
Alamak, naik lagi angka.
Makin lama, makin tua.
Itu lah hidup. Hehehe.

Bila dah rasa mcm tuh, life enjoyment pun dah decrease.
Seriously I felt that feeling.
Kenapa la cepat sgt, rasa mcm tak cukup puas je.
Orang kata sambung la belajar kalau rasa diri tu muda lagi.

But, kalau dah tak ada interesting nak buek lagu mano.
Go on saja la dengan life yg ada sekarang ni.
Tak tahu la kwn² lain pikir mcm mana dengan life dorang,
Sometimes nak tahu juga mcm mana dorang planning life dorang.
Maybe kita boleh take it as our reference.
Yang mana elok, kita ikut la kan.

Pergi sekolah rendah amik anak buah.
Wahh. teringat pulak, dekat koridor tu la aku selalu berlari waktu sekolah dulu.
Kantin tu la aku selalu beli makan, padang tu la tempat selalu aku bersukan,
Dewan tu la tempat aku menunggu, library tu la tempat aku buat rombongan.

Agaknya bila masuk sekolah menengah balik,
apa pula perasaannya.
Belum lagi pergi kat kolej balik.
Boleh buat rombongan dah nnt.
huhuhu.

And this time, is my first time to gain experience in work environment.
I'm happy, but seems crazy to have life like this.
I try to adapt, seriously.
Duit tak pernah nak cukup, life belom stable.
Macam2 nak kena tanggung.
Halamakk, lupa pulak kena tanggung anak2 lgi.

My research now and forever for :
Nestle
Bursa Malaysia
KNM Group
Scomi Group
Batu Kawan Berhad
Lafarge
United Plantations
Tanjong PLC
Maybulk Berhad

korang kalau ada kawan2, sedara mara, family2 yg kerja dekat company listed dekat atas ni, inform me ok. I need the data. hehe. TQ ! :)

peace no war !!

p/s; duit tak ada, tapi hati nak beli mcm2. sigh !!

Happy 1st year Anniversary cikraihana.blogspot.com


This date is where I have created my own blog,
dengan pada mulanya penulisan blog yg penuh carca merba,
tetapi sekarang pun carca merba lagi,
nak buat mcm mana lagi kan.
Hehe, terasa bangga pulak dalam hati bila dah setahun rupenye blog ni.
Sungguh riak kan? Haha~

Btw, what's on the planning for new year.
Before this berdoa sangat nak habiskan belajar kat KPM tu,
sekarang dah habis belajar baru kau taw kau ade planning nak buat.

Semoga 2011 ini bawa tahun yg lebih bermakna,
dengan mendapat rezeki yg lebih,
dan kerja yg lebih baik dan terjamin selepas ini.

~AMIN~

p/s; buang yg keruh, ambil yg jernih

.peace no war.